~CHAPTER 6~
Mature Content Ahead:

It has been two month khushi was living a life of hell...No body talks to her at the start she thinkz that her parentz and buaji will forgive her but now two month had passed but no one talk to her properly...Mammi's taunts were increasing day by day...In RM only Anjali was the one who behaved nicely with her,because somewhere inside her was the feeling that what happened who laid this marriage khushi was not responsible because she know her chotte when he decided something he will do that without caring anyone else...

In these months Arnav doesnt leave a chance to torture her...But no she was gettting used to this life...She doesnt eat well doesnt sleep well her dark circle under her eyes telling the whole story but everyone was busy in there own lives...

It was the evening when khushi was working in the kitchen because now after a big fight anjali gave the permission to khushi because in her point of view she would also get the same respect as payal because she was the elder bahu of Raizadas...She was making food and she was lost in her own thought when Shyaam enter in the kitchen and seeing no one except he get a chance to talk to her after so many day he wana ask her why she married Arnav????

Khushi was standing in her own sense when he grabbed her hand and pulled her towards him...She was hell scared,her brain stop working...He was the same man because of him her life became hell the same person how was the reason of the miserable life...She was struggling hard to escaped from his grip...But destiny had planned some more tortures for her...At the same time Arnav enter in kitchen and when he saw her very closed to shyaam his blood boiled..."HOW DARE SHE KEPT A RELATION WITH SYHAAM AFTER OUR MARRIAGE??"

He just run away to control her anger because all family members were sitting in the dinning room and he doesnt wanted to create a scene in front of them...

On the other hand khushi was successful in her struggle and run towards the door...Arnav was getting desperate to talk to her to punish her...And thatz enough when he saw her coming towards their room...

He rushed towards the room door and pulled her inside the room and without any delay slapped her on her cheek..."HOW DARE YOU KHUSHI  KEEP A RELATION WITH THAT MAN WHEN YOU MARRIED ME...WHAT YOU HAVE SIAD ON THAT DAY THAT MARRIAGE IS MEANZ ALOT FOR YOU NOW WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR SANSKAR???"khushi was trying to speak when he pushed her on the bed...She stand up and try to speak,She was not felling good from past few days but she havnt told this to ayone because she thought Arnav would think that she was doing daram...

 "Arnav I beg you please listen to me once" She caried her heart out wanting to escape from the monster.He walked toward her while khushi took her steps backward until she hit the bed and fell on it..

Arnav moved his hands slowly inside her Kurti and opened the bra. She closed her eyes knowing what is coming up next. Khushi hit Arnav on the chest still trying to get rid of him but his grip even got tighter.

He unzipped his pants and slowly took it inside Khushi making her scream on top of her voice. 

She hit him on he chest wanting him to leave her but instead Arnav pushed her toward the wall behind her and held her hands on top of her head...She was crying and in no time she collapsed on the floor making Arnav shocked...He start toughing her cheeks and that z it when he come to know that she was burning like fire...He picked her up and put her on the bed and zip her kurti and put the shalwar which he just pulled out from her and called his di...

After some time Doctor was examining her...Doctor was bit confused...

~~CHAPTER 5~~

After using her like a common thing he pushed her to the ground and said"U R NOTHING THAN A MISTRESS TO ME,UNDERSTAND THAT FOR WORLD UR MY WIFE BUT IN THIS ROOM UR NOTHING UR NOTHING THAN A MISTRESS'''with that he left the room all shattered and messed up like khushi's life...

She was Lying on the floor and crying her heart out and asking  lots of questions from her davi mayia...In no time she went into a deep slumber...

It was 4:00pm when she woke up...Her eyes were swollen due to all the crying...She was feeling sooo tired that she was feeling difficulty because of the pain in her lower abdomen,she gathered some courage and went into the washroom to take warm shower to feel relax and clear her thoughts...She does not forget the beast inside him never ever...who destroyed her life without knowing the truth..."HOW CAN SHE LOVE A BEAST???WHO NEVER TRUSTED HER..."thought khushi to herself while warm water splash on her body to soothen the pain on her bruises...

On that day khushi made a promise to herself "whenever Arnav try to regret what he had done with her she will not gonna forgive him never...The day will come when he will come face to face with reality and that day khushi will not gonna forgive him He is killer...how kill the innocent girl in side her...She will not forget what he had done"khushi was in her own thoughts when someone knoked the door and she came back to reality...

On the other hand Anjali was bit surprised of her chotte's behavior towards khushi...She does not what made her feel that something bad was coming towards them very soon...

"KHUSHI JI EVERYONE WAS WAITING ON THE DINNING TABLE FOR THE TEA...GET READY FAST AND COME DOWN STAIR"said anjali while moving towards the door...In no time khushi wear her saree which ajali had given her in the morning and cover herself fully so not to show the marks which the beast,her husband given her on her body,not physically but also mentally...She went down stair and start serving tea to everyone but nani stop her and asked payal to do that because in her point off view it was the duty of raizada's bahu and she does not considered khushi  as raizada's bahu...khushi feel like crying but at the same time anjali called her and asked her sit and have her tea because HP told anjali that khushi doesn't eaten anything from yesterday...

khushi was having her tea when she suddenly heard anjali said chotte..."IS HE AT HOME??"thought khushi...She was in her own world when anjali asked her to take tea for Arnav in their room...Khushi was hell scared to face him again because of her encounters made her more scared ''WHAT IF HE DO IT AGAIN WITH HER" THE THOUGHT OF BEING USED AGAIN HER GIVE SHIVER IN HER WHOLE BODY...she was came back to her sense when anjali handed her a tray...She took the tray from her and start walking towards their room her feet does not supporting her...After the morning incident all the her courage and strength had gone like a small pearl in a sea...

She knock the door while going inside Arnav was busy doing some work on his laptop so without seeing who was there he said"COME IN"she enter in the room and went beside him and put the tray on the table and thatz it when arnav notice who was she...without wasting any more time she said confusingly "ANJALI JI HAD SEND ME TO GIVE U,UR TEA"after saying this she was try to move bacK when she felt a strong grip on her hand she was scared hell scared what shall he do now????all this type of questions were roaming in her mind...But his made words made her shocked"YOU DONT NEED TO ACT SOOO INNOCENT AND BECHARI IN THIS ROOM...I KNOW WHO ARE YOU SOOO JUST STOP YOUR PATIVARTA DRAMA OK"arnav said this with a smirk on his face...

"WHAT RUBBISH ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT????YOU ONE THINK ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA YOU ARE A..."but she was cut by his strong pull which made her crashed on his chest hardly..."DONT YOU EVER DARE TALK TO ME LIKE THIS KHUSHI...I THINK YOU FORGET THE THINGS SOOO EARLY WHICH I HAD DONE WITH YOU????"arnav said this while hurting her both arms...Tears were drooling down from her eyes but they have no affect on him..."PLEASE STOP UR HURTING ME ARNAV JI"she said this while sobbing..."THIS PAIN IS NOTHING KHUSHI WHICH YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME...AND GET READY FOR THE HELL BECAUSE I AM NOT GONA SPARE ANY MOMENT TO GIVE U PAIN"he push her away and went towards the pool side...Khushi fall on her knee crying like hell..."THIS LIFE DESTINY HAS PLANNED FOR HER????HER DAVI MAYIA HAS PLAANED HELL FOR HER???WHATZ HER FAULT THAT SHE LOVE THIS BEAST FROM HER HEART????"

~~CHAPTER 4~~

Khushi peeped out of the bathroom to see if any one was looking.No one was looking.No one was there.A sari was lying on the bed.Di must have placed it she thought.She stepped out only wearing a towel.she was hell scared by the last night incident which was fresh in her mind...

She had barely made to the bed when she was pulled and came crashing into a solid form.She knew it was he.She was hell scared because what happened last night was hell for her and now again she was standing in front of him and that too in this condition,only in a towel...'You look sexier in a towel,is that why that shaym likes you.'his tone was menacing.Hearing him made khushi sick to the core and the same time his words made her more scared...

'Let me go,'she cried but all in vain.Soon arnav was pulling the hem of her towel making it loose..she was struggling in his arm but at every attempt his grip on her become more harder than before...Tears were flowing continusly from her eyes but they have no affect on ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA...She wanted to screamed for help but his words made her silent like a statue "EVERY ONE LEFT FOR POOJA AND THEY WILL RETURN HOME AT EVENING"arnav said this with his devil smirk...

Khushi was lost in her thought when he grabbed her and took her  near the bed where they were before last night by lifting her from back with one hand and holding her arm from the other.. when they reached near the bed he pushed her on the bed making her front body pushed on the head board and holding her from the nape. She felt his whole body touching to her whole body's back as he leaned on her by keeping hands on her either sides and brushing his nose on her ear checks and neck. She was extremely terrified by this act of his..She suddenly turned around at him and tried to push him from her but she was too weak for that, he slapped her hard on her cheek and again try to push his self on her,the slap was so hard that her lower lip start bleeding...She was screaming in pain but that beast had no softness for her...

She was moving back ward while crying and struggling hard for herself but in no time he grabbed the towel from her body...Now her body was fully nicked in front of him...Khushi was lying there helplessly and trying her best to cover her private thing...when he saw her struggling his anger lost control and he grabbed her from her hair and slapped her again"DON'T  YOU DARE SHOW YOUR SMATNESS AND INNOCENCE IN FRONT OF ME..I KNOW WHO YOU R????A B'''''TCH A BLOODY B''''TCH...DO YOU GET THAT"saying this he start kissing her hungrily all over her body which was full of red and blue bites given by him last night...Khushi was screaming in pain because he was biting again on the a mark and this was unbearable for her...She was screaming loud in agony that can make any one's heart cry but he was not listening as today there was monster inside him and there was no way escape...he noticed her body was warm , her warm body was increasing his hunger...He kissed her on her lips and increased his pressure on her mouth. This was painful for her because this kiss was a punishment for screaming...She was feeling like a B''''TCH whose body was so test full that any man could want to claim her his... 

And the time finally arrived when once again he destroyed her physically and emotionally,without wasting more time he enter her she suddenly felt extreme abdominal pain like some knife has cut her body into two pieces, and then she uttered the most horrible and painful scream  for some time and then screams became sobs and those sobs fainted as she was loosing conscious, as he kept on destroying her. She was feeling her body lifeless...Then she felt her body void of any power even to move her hand like its leaving her soul.But it had no affect on that beast...his every thrust becoming more harder and painful... khushi was loosing her consciousness...

When arnav saw her closing her eyes he pull out his manhood from her and jerked her by holding her shoulder because it was not enough for her from his side he wana do something more,which one was more horrible than this...

After using her like a common thing he pushed her to the ground and said"U R NOTHING THAN A MISTRESS TO ME,UNDERSTAND THAT FOR WORLD UR MY WIFE BUT IN THIS ROOM UR NOTHING UR NOTHING THAN A MISTRESS'''with that he left the room all shattered and messed up like khushi's life...

She was Lying on the floor and crying her heart out and asking  lots of questions from her davi mayia...

 ~CHAPTER 3~



Khushi was lying there lifelessly her lower surrounding was cover with red liquid...The blood continuously oozing from her lower part Arnav was helpless...He was standing there like a statue his brain stop working he doesn't know what to do to made her conscious...He rushed towards the side table and and pour some water into the glass and at the same time turned towards her and start putting some drops of water on her face to made her conscious,after his 5th or 6th attempt he saw her open her eyes slowly..."thanks GOD...But what he do know to stop her bleeding???"  Arnav thought to himself and than without saying anything he rushed towards the bathroom and  filled  the Jacuzzi with warm water and turned towards his room to ask her to have a warm bath...But when he approach her and try to touch her she moved on other side without saying anything to him,This made him more angry he was trying to help her and her she who does not wanted to see him...He was trying his best to controlled his anger...

Khushi was crying in pain and Arnav was standing beside her whenever he try to touch her she always try her best to not to make any contact with him and this was increasing his anger...''NOW STOP UR DRAMA OF AN INNOCENT GIRL I NOW U BIT'''CH''said this arnav getting more angry on her...than he saw that she had stop her struggling but tears were continuously coming from her eyes just like the blood which was coming from her lower part...He picked her up in his arm and rushed towards the bathroom in meanwhile he does not know he was hurting her agian because he held her lower part very hardly and rougly which was increasing the pain in her abdominal part...when he reached near the jacuzzi he put her down her whole legs were covered with blood...The secen in front of him made him more angry"IT IS JUST A DRAM SHE IS DRAMA QUEEN AND NOTHING ELSE...''ArnaV THOUGHT TO HIMSELF AND WITHOUT CARING ANY MORE HE PUSHED HER INSIDE THE JACUZZI AND MOVED OUTSIDE THE BATHROOM...

He moved out and when his eyes went to his bed the whole blood was telling him his horrible deed...''But it doesnt matter to him...He only care for his Di and he was doing all this to protect his  Di...She means nothing to him...She was gold digger she deserve this no she deserve more than this''Arnav satisfied himself by saying all this...On the other hand khushi was lying there like there will no light which could end her darkness she was sobbing and the physical pain was nothing compare to her feelings which were hurt  by her on lover whom she love and wanted to give him her whole life...but today her all  feeling had lost somewhere in this darkness and there was no hope of light to get them from there...

She was struggling between her physical and mental pain...But have a same answer that her lover destroyed her life...A life which was full of happiness just few hours ago and now she was lying there lifelessly after loosing her most precious thing in the world her respect her dignity all in vain were snatched from her...Her biggest lost was given by her most important person in the world ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA...

Struggling between her physical and mind game God knows when she got sleep in the jacuzzi...It was 6:00am in the morning when she opened her eyes and the scene made her more horrible the whole jacuzzi was full of red water she try hard to stand up but the pain in her abdomen was unbearable...After trying very hard she came out and opened her lower region to empty the jacuzzi...After that she went to take a warm shower...The warm water which was running on her skin burning her marks...which made her moan in pain when she moved toward the mirror she was shocked to saw her reflection on the mirror her whole body was covered with blue bites...Even some of them had some drops of  blood,when she try to clean them they were paining like hell...She cry her heart out ofter seeing her image in front  of the  mirror she look so horrible...

she was crying like hell when someone knocked on the door...She quickly wiped her treas and start to cover herself from the towel...She heard Anjali saying her name''KHUSHI JI RU IN THE WASHROOM"asked anjali knocking agin on the door...After gathering some courage she spoke"coming Ajali ji just give me five minutes''said khushi controlling very hard to not to cry again..."I AM JUST HERE TO CALL U FOR POOJA AND WANT TO GIVE U THIS SAREE WEAR IT AND GET READY SOON AND COME DOWN STAIR SOON''and saying this anjali went from there...Khushi opened the half door so she could confirm that no one was there...After confirming she came outside she covered her self from towel...She quickly grabbed the saree which was lying on the bed and rushed towards the bathroom when she was stopped by a pair of strong hands which was holding her shoulders very tight...when she turned to saw the man she was shocked to saw him again standing in front of her holding her very hard...she was struggling very hard to free herself but all was in waste... 

~CHAPTER 2~

MATURE CONTENT:-

Khushi was struggling in his arm she was trying her best to loosen his grip on her but she was fail in all her attempts..She knew that Arnav was not in his sense he was doing all this in his anger...She was trying hard to speak something but her each attempt has no power to reach ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA"S ear...

When she spoke again" "Arnav I..." He slammed his mouth on her before she could say something and started to kiss her hungrily. He demanded some response from her but when he felt her struggling his anger lost all control and he started to bit her bottom lip so that she moaned in pain and tears were rolling down but did he care? No he didn't he just wanted to satisfied himself,for sake of his Di...When he got the chance he pushed his tongue into her mouth. With a sudden movement he picked her up and moved to the king size bed but he didn't break the kiss. Without warning he let her fall on the hard bed and Khushi shrieked out in pain.She was struggling hard to push him away but He was monster at that time,nothing happening to him but increasing his anger at the same time...

Khushi looked up to him and saw him unbuttoning his shirt,khushi was hell scared now..''He cant do this with her she loves him sooo much how can he do this to her???She doesnt know that one day her dream became the nightmere to her"thought khushi to herself while struggling in his arms...His eyes was very dark with anger, lust and desire; he was so out of control that he didn't notice that he can hurting his love. He took off his shirt and threw it away and he forcefully made Khushi lay on the bed and he settled himself on her and hold both of her hands in one hand...

Now she has lost all hopes because her each attempt to escaped from that monster,harden his grip on her...He start to untie her pori, khushi feels the desire of lust in his each movement he was doing all this in anger,khushi closed her eyes to never witness all this because it was the time when her all dreams shattered...All the dreams in which she always wanted him to do this with her but not in this way in which he was doing now...

"Arnav I...I Plz tell me my mistake please...please Arnav let go of me...please" "HE PACKED HIS LIPS ON HER HUNGRILY" when he saw her closing his eyes; he was fuming in anger,he broke the kiss when he feel She was not at all responding to his kiss...Now khushi kumari gupta herself inviting the beast inside him...

Without wasting any moment he again pecked her lips hard and then he traveled his lips down on her neck. First he gave her hungrily hot kisses but soon he started to nibble her skin red and then he reached her collarbone and gave some small bites on it...Khushi's skin burning like fire...

 Again he dipped his head into the crook of her neck and his free hand found the way into her Choli. Hungrily caressing her tummy he moved his hand up on her body. Feeling every inch of her he went to her bosoms and cupped one of them and started to massage them...All the while she was struggling in his arm...but he was not having any affect on him...

Then he approached his hand into her lacy bra... He was pinching the nipple when he heard "Arnav please leave me" Arnav smiled at her "not so easily khushi" and moved to her breasts.his eyes were blood red showing the scene of his wildness and devilness... He started to suck them above the cloth; he knew she was all wet by now; he could feel the hard buds and in no time he ripped the her choli and the same he did to her bra. He took her bu..ds between his teeth and bit it harsh "Arrrnavv jiii" She screamed out. His hand moved down to her lengha and pulled the knot and took it of he..Khushi was hell scared now and on the other hand Arnav was enjoying each and every passing minute;he was torturing her like hell..At that time he wanted to destroyed her in every way.. 

He was getting wilder and wilder by each passing moment; he was biting her everywhere and he pressed his hard erection on her lower parts. She was shocked to see the wild side of him so she got scared... Khushi tried to push him but Arnav was much stronger than her but he was getting irritated by her. All of sudden he took hold of her hair and pulled them harshly back "Stop it khushi...just stop it..." Tears were continually coming out of her eyes "Arnav u are hurting me please leave me" He smirked at her condition "U DESERVE THIS KHUSHI...U yourSELF INVITE THIS ALL FOR U..."Arnav said this loudly...And in no time he enter in her so hard khushi screamed in pain which was unbearable...He was getting hard and hard and she was screaming in pain in his 5th or 6th attempt Arnav feel some wet thing on his harden and at the same time khushi stop struggling and screaming in his arm... when he pulled it out he was shocked to see that his whole harden was full of red liquid.at the same time flood of red liquid start coming outside from her vig'''na...When he turn to see the bed the whole bed was covered with blood in no time...And there she was lying unconscious...

~~chapter 1~~

It w

as the wedding day of payal and Akash the whole RM was decorated 

like a fairytale...Khushi was rushing like a machine

she wanted to make this day special for her jeeji and jeejaji but she

was unaware of her destiny which planning something horrible

for her..

she was smiling like a mad girl because her dream coming true her jeeji getting married to a perfect man...

And her feet was on seventh sky because today she has come to know that her Dhak Dhak was nothing else than a pure love...

After struggling so hard finally she has come to the conclusion 

that she really falls for him...

She love himmm opsss she love ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA

the arrogant restless business tycoon...But for her,

he was her LARD GOVERNOR..

She love him love him love him love him sooo much more than anything

in this world...but she was unaware,unaware of her destiny

which was coming to play with her life...

Arnav was fuming with anger the last night scene flashed again in front of his eyes and he threw the files away from him...

How can he do this with his Di Shyaam Mnohar jha was cheating on his Di...He have an affair,an affair

none other than his khushi..''How dear they cheat on 

My Di dammit''Screamed Arnav loudly..He have to do something for his Di..

He would not let anyone play with his Di's life no one 

means no one..He has not given the right to anyone to hurt his Di

nor to her so called hubby...His Di's was like his mother and 

he can go to any extend to protect her from anything which hurt her...

He has to marry her now,forcefully or normally it depend upon her but he has to marry her now...

He grabbed his coat and rushed towards the

living area where everyone was smiling and seeing khushi's smile he feel

disgusting he will snatch each and every smile of her thatz the 

promise ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA made to himself..he will destroyed her in each and every way...His Di's husband betraying her because of this girl..

He will destroyed her in a way that she will regret this day to fall for his Di's

husband...Arnav singh raizada have a will to destroyed

any ones life and now he was planning to destroyed the life 

of that girl whom he falls for the first and last

time in his life...But no his Di's happiness was more important

to him rather than his own...

He grabbed khushi from living area to the pool side and ask her to marry him

or other wise he will make her jeeji's life  hell

and he also told her that he mean it what he said to her..

Khushi was all shocked by hearing all this..Yes she wanted to marry him but not like this...

she love him but she cannot risk her parents

dignity...''No i will not marry u,u get that,marriage is not game to play whenever u wana play'' Said khushi loudly..

thatz it when ASR loose all his controlled and grabbed her to his car

forcefully and drove to a mindar and in no time beside so much struggle KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA BECAME KHUSHI ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA...

Khushi was crying like hell but the monster standing in front of her have no affect on him...''ITS NOTHING COMPARE TO WHICH IS WAITING FOR U BI''''''CH''said Arnav with an evil smirk on his face...

After their marriage they reached RM everyone was shocked to see them like this

Gupta family broke each and every relation with her...by saying that

she was there big mistake...After all the drama everyone moved to their 

respective rooms...And it was the time when her destiny became unfaithful with her..

Mature content ahead. 

We got married today and now it will be our Suhaag Raat Khushi and u wanted this with that crap Shyaam so what happened now?" Arnav dangerously came very close to her...Arnav was dragging her with him upstairs. She was trying hard to free herself from his grip. She was shouting and screaming in pain but he was ignoring it and then he opened the door of his room and pushed her in."Leave me...please let me go please...don't do this to me.U can't do this...I love... SHE STOP IN middle." "How can u do this to me...how can I leave u Khushi...we got married today and now it will be ourand took her dupatta off and threw it away.

Khushi was all shocked to hear this all from his mouth...She was no not in state to say something to clear the situation... With all her energy Khushi tried to push him away but it was all in vain but Arnav was getting very angry on her so he picked her up in his arms and walked to the bed and threw her on it. In no time he pinned her both hands on the bed and tore her blouse. All light went off in the room just shrill screams filled the room...

Khushi tried to sit up on her elbows but Arnav caught her one leg and pulled her underneath him "So honey now u look perfect." He smirked again when he saw Khushi struggling 'Uff I like to break ur fighting spirit u bit''ch and now I will have more fun with u' Arnav barked. Khushi put her hands on his chest and tried to push him of her but Arnav was too heavy for her and she was still weak because All the crying and she was in complete shocked she was not getting what happening to her at that time,she was trying hard to understand the whole situation but her mind was lost somewhere else. Arnav got hold of her hands and pinned them above her head "Khushi...Khushi why do u even try...u know u can't stop me but still...but from now on remember one thing never try to stop me...okay" 

He dipped his head to her neck "Arnav please don..." Before she could say anything more he sealed her lips with a hungry kiss.Tears were continuously coming out of her eyes but they had no effect on him.

 

~~prologue~~

Her black hair flew over her eyes which were filled with tears. 'Shit, what will i do now ??'

She glanced over the reports again , The pregnancy report,  it was positive. She was pregnant , she was carrying  a baby, His Baby.

But then there were tears in her eyes , weren't there ??

She was feeling helpless wat will she do now???If Arnav singh Raizada has come to know about her pregrnancy what will happen than???

she was lost in her thoughts,thinking about her life which was like hell for her after her forced marriage to Arnav

She was not more than a Mistress to him,who sactified him on bed.And nothing else..

Slapping her was is usuall routine,over a minor mistake he treat her like a criminal..who have no right to live a peacefull life..

Her family broke each and every relation with her after her forced marriage...Raizada's doesnt talk to her..She was suffering like hell...She didnt have anyone to cry her heart out...

From past three months she drop all hopes of living She doesnt eat well doesnt sleep well her dark circles under her eyes telling the truth of her miserable life but no have gut to ask her what happening with her...

Every night of these three months was like horrible nights for her..

She doent even know the reason behind all this torture which was given to her in these dayz..She doesnt know her fault whose punishment was given to her now a dayz..

Khushi singh raizada never fell so helpless rather today...

she does not know  the route where to go or where not...